Sometimes.

Sat back and just listened to Bilal and just listened to "Sometimes" for a good two hours last night. It wouldve been a confessions-esque blog but aint nothing I can say that I haven't here.

Sometimes I wonder what y'all REALLY think of me... Sometimes

Sometimes - Bilal

• Sometimes I don't think y'all get me....


• Sometimes I do it to piss you off. I like that shit.


• I'm never the same person 2 days in a row. Not even sometimes.


• Interim...I thought it was cute at the beginning..but now sometime you take shit too far.


• I wish I didn't try so hard sometime


• I should run in the opposite direction instead of walking the same path sometime.


• I miss you sometime


• Sometime I have to doubt what I talk about..


• I wish I would've hopped out the sheets sometime. (maybe I'd keep them around sometime)


• I want to spill out all my emotions, but sometime yall aint concerned.


• I wish I knew my father will never be the man I am sometime.


• I wish I could show up to late for work sometime


• Sometime I just want to be in your company but you concerned about niggas who aint fucking with you.


• It wouldn't hurt to know the effort I dished out was residual sometime


• Sometime I know God puts me on the waiting list for my long list of wants and needs.


• Sometime its just my dick that does the thinking.


• Sometimes I just talk to a bunch of woman not because I'm a player but each has a characteristic.


• I wish I wasn't me •sometimes•


• I wish I wouldve intervened when that girl was raped •sometimes•


• Many days I go to bed thinking it'll be the last night •sometimes•.


• •sometimes• I don't have home training.


• I regret fucking you at the Westin, I care for you way more •sometimes•.


• Money comes and goes but the pace is never steady...•sometimes•.


• I want to win...•sometimes•


• Yet I have to accept a loss..•sometimes•
  
  End of the day, I am just a man... Always.

Tahiry's Video From King Magazine Shoot [Goodbye King Magazine]

I'll have a blog about Tahiry and Je Later, for now deal with this.
If y'all dont know much bout Tahiry, here you go.

Tahiry has the internet going nuts, literally. The New York-bred Dominicana first went viral when photos of her, her apple bottom and her boyfriend Joe Budden, surfaced on several gossip hip-hop blogs.

Soon after, TeeTee sporadically began popping up on Jump Off’s Joe Budden TV. It turns out web heads were more into Tahiry’s curves than hearing Joey warn rappers about putting his “foot in their ass.” Initially limited to brief cameos, she quickly nabbed a lead role-resulting in spiking YouTube views and a buzz of her own, a buzz so deafening that King magazine, XXL’s sister publication, came calling.

Now arguably Joe Budden TV’s main draw, the web star-turned-pinup is splitting King’s last cover with Keyshia Cole. XXL recently caught up with Tahiry to discuss her past video vixen ambitions, the other bad girlfriend, Amber Rose, and whether or not her butt really has a bigger buzz than Joe.


Moving along..




And just an extra something I thought was fucking Hilarious.


Pushing Buddens from jeff on Vimeo.

The Advantages of Having a Blackberry

Found out Lady Gaga has a Blackberyy. This hightens the fact that I love this women.

Now granted, everybody worth knowing has a Blackberry. Stamp that. I officially have been a blackberry head for a year now. Before that I functioned with a Sidekick LX and a Verizon V Phone. HOW I managed having two phones is BEYOND ME. But I love this little thing. Shit actually keeps me more organized than I'm supposed to. Since Facebook released 1.5 and allows all your messages and notifications to go to your Mail folder.. I've been in LOVE. Peep my screen though...

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Joint jive fly. I've had NUMEROUS themes on this theme, but I always end up going right back to the default Zen With a hidden today dock because it look a whole lot more savvy. I used to think corporate heads were the only folks with Berries. I was proved wrong. Anyway, I figured I'd make this note short, and just give you a couple of the Applications that I use that I think you need to put into your Blackberry life.

If you want a LIST of Applications Click HERE :

OPERA MINI ; UBERTWITTER ; QUICKPULL ; YOUTUBE ; FACEBOOK ; GOOGLE SYNC ;

SUMMERS COMING: Interracial Summer Humping

Interracial Summer Humping.

After looking at this photo made me come to the realization.. whenever I go to Miami or abroad beach wise... there are a LOT of brothers out there with their Khaki shorts on, snuggled up with a Snowbunny...

And quite frankly, some of them are in competition with the sisters. Yeah yeah.. We love a black woman, HOWEVER, racial barriers been getting crossed for years... Just lately, a LOT of white/mixed/diverse broads have been creeping on the come up physique wise...

Would you wife a Snowbunny?

If I were any Dryer, you could call me dust

Developed a SERIOUS case of amnesia as well as writers block. Wait, isn't that the same thing? Quite possibly. Don't really know what to call it honestly. I'm just going to blame it on the lack of excitement in my life lately. I came to terms with my sister growing up in front of my eyes. Granted I dont spend the time I should because she's a teenager so I know she wants to spend that time with her friends. I was the same way, 5, 6 years ago. She gave up skiing for Spring Break so she could be around them. Heres the catch though...They all went out of town, she stayed home. She could've been in Colorado enjoying the last weekend of the ski season but she opted not to.

Speaking of Ski season, I want to pick up a set of skis for myself. I've been bullshitting and DIDNT get any. I have boots, and all the other gear however. Jacket, backpack, pants, boots, socks, warmers, gloves, mask, goggles, the whole nine. I should've got the end of the season Demos while they were 291, but my money wasnt right so I said fuck it.

I'll only say this because its on my mind, then I'm done with it.

1. If you feel being talked about in my blog is a bad thing.. its probably because you are a bad thing. A lot of the people I talk about know they are who I'm talking about. I dont go out of my way to give a lie when I can state a fact.


2. Sex is NOT the only geared topic. Theres plenty of things I rather talk about, just so happens thats all people READ and comprehend. If you go back to my old notes.. they had nothing to do with it. But I geared my blogs to the people who read them. I'm going to change that. Fuck your feelings. This bout me here.


3. I hate when dudes that KNOW you and the girl have been friends before them tell the girl "I trust you, I just dont trust the guys". I've said this shit, so I'm guilty, and a hypocrite, fuck it. HOWEVER, I came to the conclusion of this... No female, no man is going to give up the people that came before you. Get the fuck over it.


4. I despise my laptops internet not working. I depend on my blackberry and work computer to type my shit. Hence I no longer care about grammaticals.

Its Staff Appreciation day. So I must be nice for eight hours. Pray for me.

T Minus 8 Days.

It's Easier to make her a Baby Moms than it is to make her a Wife"

The topic was brought up about "Living Single". Some say its settling for less, some say you settle for second place. But I feel like you should'nt. Short blog. Lets run it.

Have some of you come to the realization that you may NOT get married. You may NOT find that lifetime partner to share errything with with? Shit sounds sad as fuck but it's a reality not many are willing to accept. Yes, its cool to be under 25, living the Party Life, but at the end if it, How does this reality make you feel? Like how does the thought of growing up with nobody to call your own strike you?

Granted, I'm twenty two now, and a lot of women have started the process already, have a child or two [in some cases more], and I've come to conclude its easier to find a baby mother than it is to find a WIFE. Reaching 25, us men go through our 1/4 life crisis around this age where we wont settle, meanwhile sometimes not want to settle down. Hence why so many single mothers are around.

Marriage is like a lifelong goal of being rich and famous. Everybody wants that picket fence, that golden retriever, the pool in the back yard. But everybody wont get that shit. Why?

• Many people are selfish as fuck


• Even more rather push at blackjack when they have 19 and should fold


• Some find marriage as a social standard.

I do agree with Interim, as her and I talked about this situation, and how she doesn't want kids, nor does she want to get married. I can deal with one, but both, no. You can live with your 39 cats if you want. At LEAST a child should suffice. I'm not calling her lonely for the future, but some people rather take over your life forever, and not deal with the labels and documents and the "quarrels" that come with a marriage.

As a woman pur it, and I quote: There is also a reality when men want that lifelong partner, and the feeling isn't mutual with their lady. Men can be old and alone too

This is true. No need to argue.

My man said the shit perfectly: Who wants to be 50 with a BUN?

Not saying your life is DOOMED if you are single, not saying that at all, meanwhile I can't see a life spent with you and your money being nearly as fulfilling as having someone to share it with. That or just being a "man or woman of preference". Pam Grier gets a pass for being single and 60, but how many people YOU know want to die next to an empty plot? I know I dont.

Before the debates start: The success of the marriages ain't the topic of the blog. Like....that's a whole other can of worms because fact is.....divorce shouldn't eem be an option if you got married for the RIGHT reasons. Many have been married, or plan on getting married for reasons like:

• They see it fitting since they've been together with the person for so long its the ONLY option to keep them to self.


• In the best interest of the family household.

But NOT to be happy.

Key quote: "Its sad when DIVORCE scares people from MARRIAGE"

Just want to get views and opinions about this topic. Feel free to speak your mind. [if any of y'all READ for the CONTENT, or just the LAUGHS...Clearly this aint a blog of humor.

Fin

Convincing with Her Body Dimensions-: She Don't Want to Be Just "Another Girl"

This week I'm trying a "no lying, no holds barred" approach. So if something is said in this note, I meant it.

All honesty, I dont even know where to begin. I had enough alcohol on Friday, that I didn't go out Saturday, night, slept all sunday after seeing "Interim" saturday afternoon. I dont really remember much. Forgive me. Came into work this morning feeling like I had someone stomp on my face with a baseball cleat. I dont really remember MUCH of Friday outside of meeting a lot of females I've met off Facebook, Duane lunching and grabbing some broad in the club, and I actually think I got a kiss from a female I used to be heavy steady with on the 3rd floor dance floor. Don't judge me.

I was told I grabbed one of Ky's friends, who happened to be a cute plump plus sized jaint, and dancing with her. I also remember Tamira's purple dress. Dear Tamira, I seriously considered having sex with you at the end of the night. May not have been consentual because I fell off and I'm sure other niggas are on you this month, but you know how me and you rock. Don't need to say much else about that.

Ultrabar bartender on Friday... Umm yeah, you still a pussy for charging me $68.00 and adding your own 22.00 tip. Next time I see you, its on like Donkey Kong. Quite frankly I dont play that shit. You lucky your a female, and I dont hit females. But I do cock back and launch knuckles at bitches. What you did was a bitch move. You qualify.

Few lessons I've learned about light skinned women:

• We men love y'all and let y'all get away with murder. Regardless of how feeble minded some of you creatures are.


• A lot of you are being used to diversify the black spectrum. In laimens terms, a lot of men are just getting y'all ass pregnant because they are darker than me, and refuse to take the risk of having a dark skinned ugly baby. At least a light skinned ugly baby can end up getting a pass for having green eyes to compliment not having good skin. Its facts.


• When you don't get payed enough attention, its an issue. [Edit] Thats all women. Forgive me.

EDIT: A friend sent me this-

So i read in ur note that some men dont talk to dark-skinned chicks cause they'll have an ugly baby.....My reaction...OUCH!!I appreciate your honesty but not all dark women are ugly and not all light women will give u a pretty baby....

That part wasnt in the note, and not of being in fear of having an ugly baby. It was more so an unbiased statement of men thinking they will have CUTER babies because they are fucking a light skinned women. Men are bigger baby critiques than women.

So I measured my portfolio today. Some of you I have no problem saying your names because you know what it is. And I dont talk bad about you. Jeanetta has made a week schedule for herself, I figured I'd do the same. Right now Saturdays are reserved for Interim. Call her that for the sake of her being consistent. We are'nt anything special, so when we see each other, its that. So bewbew, you have Saturday.

1. Monday: Rest/Relaxation- Nobody has this day. This is downloading porn and music day, also to recover from that weekend I just had.


2. Tuesday: PhatPhat. Would've been Interim, but she graduated to Saturday, and she's the only female that parties on a tuesday, every Tuesday. Usually we go to lunch. Jist of it.


3. Wednesday: Date Night. If theres a movie I want to see, it'll be on a wednesday. Beginning of the week aint good, and I hate going to movies everybody's in. I guess thats why I hate Tyler Perry movies.


4. Thursday: -------. Still open. Guess I havent kept a female around long enough to give a date for this. As of late its been bar.


5. Friday: This changes. Club, bar, whatever. Sometime I'll be nice and invite someone out at like 5pm to hang out. 75% of the time, they had the original party motives as me. This would be "Ms. Pretty Face", but she doesnt keep a calendar, therefore, she gets what I give her. Lately, zero.


6. Saturday: Interim. Stamped. Self explanatory. Then maybe, night outting with or without her. She has that option. On occasion Lauren London comes to town, they switch.


7. Sunday: Dunno yet. Waiting for validation. Keep posted.

Granted this aint a sex schedule. If shit happens it does. I know what me telling y'all this means. If I DO offer the time to a particular individual, it will be like "Oh, what happened to her?" Thats none of your concern. Either you bout it, or you aint. Last thing I need on my conscience is sassing a female who acts like she dont talk to as many dudes as I talk to women. Just being honest. But hey, y'all like being lied to, so maybe I should get on my shit.

Sidenote: One night stands aint shit. I got a call from a person that knows a person that had an inquiring mind. Wild shit, I know. Let me go head and run down the convo.

Me: Whats up? Been a while since you called.

Her: True, just wanted to ask you, did you have sex with [insert faux
name]

Me: Yeah.. Why?

Her: oh, you know she got a recommendation, right?

Me: *pause*...Uhm... Elaborate..

Her: Yeah, she asked ****** about how you were in bed and if it was like you
described in your notes.

Me: Kind of figured that, she wouldnt be the first one.

Her: Did you fuck her again?

Me: Nope.

Her: Why not?

Me: She had dudes she was talking to. It was a night of first, so I figured
why not. Sure she felt the same.

Her: Y'all still talk?

Me: Everytime couple days/weeks when she realizes I aint tripping. I guess
women think fucking a dude once phases us. Im comfortable in knowing I did my
part. She came, I asked for round two, she got it. I have a scar to prove
it.

Her: TMI.

Me: Obviously not enough if she's been going around like David Caruso trying
to find out where my dick been and how it was.

Moral of the story- I hate when females QUESTION the shit I say in my notes. I practice what I preach, and I know the art of my own shit. Stop that.

I'm done. Headache ensues. Bye.